From the recording Happy Thoughts (Single)
Lyrics
It’s 3AM, sleep ain’t my friend, not tonight.
Really wish I’d met her
Maybe then I’d feel better
But she passed me by again
Talk to the walls, they hear my song over and over
“I wish I was better.
When does it get better?”
Hold ‘em hostage through the morning
They say
“Just think happy thoughts
and watch all your problems go away!”
(na na na na na na na na na na)
Well I’m trying, I’m trying to hurt a little less
But it gets worse every day.
(na na na na na na na na na na)
All of my friends, they’re out again
Making more memories without me
Gotta get my shit together
make myself feel better
Before I end up all alone
It’s getting hard to watch them all dance in the rain,
and make the best of this life
When I know that I’ll never
Never really get better
Would they miss me at all?
I can hear them say,
“Just think happy thoughts (ooh-ooh)
and watch all your problems go away!”
(na na na na na na na na na na)
Well I’m trying, I’m trying to hurt a little less
But it gets worse every day.
(na na na na na na na na na na)
“Just think happy thoughts (ooh-ooh)
and watch all your problems go away!”
(na na na na na na na na na na)
Well I’m trying, I’m trying to hurt a little less
But it gets worse every day.
(na na na na na na na na na na)
I know they try their best
But well meant platitude stings just like a Judas kiss before I fall.
And I, I know they’re trying to help the only way they can
But I can’t find my own way out
What makes them think they know how?
I’ve done everything I can to keep a smile stuck to my face
Just to hide the fact that I wanna die a little bit more every day
And I’m tired of wishing I was who I was before
Cause denial it just ain’t working for me anymore
You know what?
Fuck your happy thoughts
And save your words for another day
Yeah, I’m tired of trying to hurt a little less
When it gets worse every day.
Fuck your happy thoughts
They don’t keep my heart from breaking
Oh, I’m tired of trying to make it hurt less
When it gets worse every day.
Oh, I’m so fucking tired
Oh, oh, woo! You know I'm tired!
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)

